Hey there.. I guess it's safe to say I haven't been updating this blog for a very long time.. heheh.. my apologies.. I've been pretty busy lately.. well, actually I've juz been plain lazy..>.< OwWWwwWw!! My finger got caught in between the stupid roller chair and the table.. so now i have to type without using my left index finger.. owhkay anyway, i dun actually know what I'm gonna write about so I'll just jumble it all up.. I think I should be pretty good at that..lol

SoOoo I'm at my Dad's new office now working for juz today to get some extra money for abit of last minute shopping.. The new office is really much better than the old one since the old one just consisted of shipping container's as office rooms..hahah.. anyway it's after exams edi though i really din study much but i hope that i get my trageted results so i can get something i want from daddy... 

But one thing I'm not going to ask for if I get my targeted results are bags.. crazy I know since I'm a sucker for bags.. The reason I'm not askin for bags is because... wait for it...*teng-teng-teng*.. I'm going to Europe Baybee!! Yeah!! Seriously, I love Europe.. the last time I went there was when I was 11 and I thought I was never gonna go back there until my honeymoon..hahah..My mummy says that I can buy bags in Europe since they should be cheaper there.. Yay!! You should have seen me jumping with joy when she told me that..

Well anyway, I'll be going to prom this year.. Sri Kl's prom.. Ava's going to be my date..hahahah.. I still haven't found my prom dress yet and I'm going to make sure I get a really hot one..heheh.. gonna ask daddy to sponsor me some cash to get my dress and shoes cuz somehow I dun think he's willing to lend me his credit card..>.<.. HrmMm, I was thinking maybe not black this time... but if i still look fat then I won't object to it.. I'm on my diet now and this time i'm takin it more seriously.. I need to lose 2 to 3 kg since i now weigh about 44/45kg..

So on to the subject of guys!! hahahah!! my favourite!! *grin* as Ava should know since she is havin an affair with my third husband...>.<.. but i'm nice enough to let her go on with it.. not say i only have one husband..heheheh... juz got married to fourth husband(Josh Hartnett) on Monday night at the school dewan...hahah.. owhkay owhkat.. enough crap.. when i go to Europe.. I'm gonna take pics of any hot guy I see.. especially the french! heheh... Voulez-vous coucher avec moi, ces soir? OooOo..I'm being naughty again..better stop it...heheh...

So I went to Friday's with Emma yeaterday to have lunch and guess who I bumped into?! If you're reading this..you should know who you are..lets juz say i've known him for quite a long time... so the donkey was our waiter..hahahah.. I enjoyed that bit!! Waiter!! Waiter!! Bill Please? Merci Beacoup! I'll be sure to go there again next time.. it's just tooo funny! hahah... so after we finished our Margaritas (Friday's ones are to die for!) we went for abit of shopping and i bought this really cute black jacket thing for only RM20 at F.O.S..seriously..some of the stuff in there can be really cute! then we went to the pharmacy to get the piece de resistance for Ava's present..i'll give u a hint..it's something really naughty...hehehee....

Picture Time!

Moulin Rouge baybee!! (It was for Halloween)

We're ready for our close up!! hehehhehe(Ava's in black and I'm in white..I must say I look fat in this pic..but whatever)

Yummy!! The margaritas are delicious!! (I look stupid though..hhahah)

Hahahahhaha!!! ROTFL!! Sorry Ava.. just couldn't resist posting this pic of you...

The food before we devoured it.. Looks nice don't it? (Left is salmon steak and right is lobster pasta thingy)

This is how it looked when we finished..heheheh...

Heyya! So today was my last day of French class... frankly, it was the most useful class that we've ever had ^.^.. We learned alot of "useful" things..heheh.. we learned 'Shut up', 'Go *toot* yourself', '*toot* you', 'kiss me', "you're hot!', 'jackass' and loads more... my french teacher is seriously one really kewl guy..hahah.. Allor, Merci Beacoup. At least I can understand very minimal french now.. hahah.. Owh yea.. I took my french oral test today and plus with my written test.. I got a C.. well, at least I passed..hahah.. at the end of the class we took pics and exchanged e-mail adds.. all of them are in college except for me and Audrey..hah! but still they are really nice people..

I finally watched Moulin Rouge(influenced by French class) and it was so beautiful.. My god! juz so beautiful! I cried alot while watching that movie.. I absolutely loved it.. loved everything about it! The music, the singing, the dancing, the romance.. Everything! Encore! Encore! Nicole Kidman looked damn hot in that film.. too bad she had to die.. my eyes cheeks were soaking wet and my nose was all runny when the movie ended... I'm gonna go to the Moulin Rouge in Paris to watch the real show at the end of this year!

Take a look at this shot take by Steven Meisel for the Italian Vogue. Pure Genius. Think that's why he's the most influential fashion photographer in the world.

Heyya! The stupid computer refuses to let me upload photos from my phone or my camera..-.-.. so dull laerr..got no pics to post up... hrmmMm.. didn't do anything particularly interesting today.. so not gonna write much.. I'll just post up this really HOT Channing Tatum pic to beautify my blog abit..>.<.. Ava, Channings MINE! P.S: We're gonna get married someday.. heheheheh...On second thought.. maybe I duwan laerr..not in a mood to share..hahah.. jokin jokin..>.<..

Channing tatum..wait.. phone ringing.. have to pick up..okie dokie..it was desmond and he called to say that tuition is cancelled.. wow..10 minutes before tuition starts only he tell me..>.<.. it's owhkay des.. din feel like havin tuition anyway.. wait.. mummy going to lala chong to eat,, she asked me whether i wanna go anot but i said duwan laerr cuz got dads japanese clients there... gonna be kinda boring juz sitting there and listening to them speak in a language i dunno...

owh yea.. back to Channing Tatum.. what can I say.. he is so effin HOT!! seeing him just makes me drool..hahah.. I found out bout him when I bought this movie called She's the Man starring Amanda Bynes.. then I laid eyes on the gorgeous Channing Tatum..WhoOot! He is damn hot!.. He's starring in this other movie called Step Up..I MUST watch it.. he looks damn hot in it...owhkay laerr.. since I'm so nice, I'll post the movie poster for ya..

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*DROOL!!* SoOo Gorgeous!! He's the guy owhkay!!>.<

Heyya! SoOo.. I went to some leo installation thingy last Saturday and it was boring! Audrey came over to my house at around 12++ like dat so that we could get ready together... I seriously thought this type of things were gonna be fun.. guess I was wrong..owhkay anyway.. so Audrey brought over this huge paperbag filled with her clothes to try on.. and den i wanted to wear my favourite jeans skirt.. then audrey said no cuz this kinda things are formal soOOoo I wore my jeans skirt anyway.. >.<.. well, i didn't actually buy the tickets for the thing yet at that time.. O.o.. but Audrey said they probably sell it there... she was right.. but we went late and the ticket person was juz about to go but we managed to buy the tickets anyway..

Met up with my friend Darryl there.. Audrey couldn't find her DATE, Warrith (OoOo.. She's so gonna kill me when she reads this).. but nevermind since she has her OTHER DATE who is the em-cee(or however you spell it) who's already there..(hahah.. this is for last friday's tuition Audrey! Seriously laerr, I juz think he's hot! That's not wrong!).. Ooooo yeah, saw boon yeong there.. hahah.. his hair looked kinda weird.. sorry donkey.. but it kinda does.. heheh.. saw quite alot of Sri KL people there including Raz and gf, Sher Lin.. they looked damn hot together.. heheh.. boon qwan was also there looking good considering the circumstances... the first part was really really boring.. should have followed Audrey to pyramid.. it was only nice when the dances began which was at the very last part..

There was this guy called Shaun who happened to be in my English class(Ace-Edventure) before.. he's small in size and at happened to have fractured his ankle or some sort that day but he can really dance! Then Warrith, Jonathan and the rest whose names I don't know performed the shuffling/breakdancing thing.. they were really good.. One guy was particularly cute..but i kinda forgot his name already... Audrey told me he's in Sri KL.. OoOwhkay.. it has taken me this long to realize that he is cute and goes to Sri KL.. damn.. I'm really getting kinda blurrr.. I really gotta stop daydreaming..(I daydream owhkay, not Stone, according to the guys in my school)..

Anyway.. today I went to 1U with mum and I'm proud to say that I have upheld my new Budget Shopping rule.. I didn't buy any clothes since last week I went to KLCC and bought this really cute jacket thing at MNG for only RM30 and a really hot, pink babydoll top from Guess? for only RM80.. so today.. I only bought some really cute bangles for RM45.. I think this budget shopping thing is really working out!.. Owh yeah.. I'm gonna go and cut my hair this Wednesday.. gonna go layer it... but i won't have so much curls anymore laerr..-.-.. soo sad.. I lurve my curls but my hair is getting abit to thick edi so have to cut...

I watched a movie called Tristan+Isolde and it was soOo sad.. It's something like Romeo and Juliet.. but only one person dies.. well.. it started out with Tristan's parents being killed by the Irish and then Tristan was raised by Lord Marc.. Tristan is British.. then when he's older.. the Irish attacked again and then Tristan went to fight them but them was poisoned and they thought he died then they put him on the burial boat thing and pushed him out to sea.. then he floated to the shore of Ireland where Isolde found him(Isolde's dad is the king of Ireland and is the one who attacked and killed Tristan's parents)..

then they fell in love but Isolde told Tristan that her name was Brania or sumthin like that then Isolde's dad found out that there was a British knight on their land and sent people to find him butr Isolde helped Tristan get away.. Then Tristan went back home to Braitain and then dunno how long he returned to ireland to go into this fight thingy to win Lord Marc the princess of Ireland as a wife..he won but then found out that she was Isolde.. then they went back and then she married Lord Marc and they couldn't be together *sob sob*.. but they meet up once in awhile to be together but then this bastard made a plan to let Lord Marc find out.. then Isolde told Lord Marc the truth and he let her and Tristan run away together but Tristan left Isolde to go and fight the stupid bastard with Lord Marc.. then he killed the bastard but then he also got pierced with the sword..

then he slowly bled to death.. *bursts out crying*.. then Isolde came back and was beside him as he DIED!!!! Did I mention that Tristan was HOT!!! He's so friggin hot and he must DIE!!! He DIED!! It was soooo sad... I cried and cried!! sorry.. hahah.. i'm being abit emotional here... heheh.. so anyway.. thats the story.. watch it! it's nice! and Tristan is HOT!! I'll post pics next time.. I have to go for now.. so T.T.F.N.. tata for now prcious!! hugs and kisses

Bonsoir! Tu veux jouer? heheh.. I juz came back from french class.. I'm taking it with Audrey.. It's actually quite interesting... I've always taken a facination to french... It's so hard to pronounce the letter "r" cuz you have to do it with your throat.. then it'll sound like you're choking or somthing.. honestly, I don't know why they call it the language of love.. it seriously sounds kinda weird and everything is so long-winded.. well, anyway She Laine went off to Hawaii last Saturday!! I miss her! SooOo nice.. she can go there and rest and relax and enjoy the sand and sea!! I wanna play in the sea laerr!! I SooOo love beaches!! Not to mention all the hot guys she'll get to see... Lucky her. The rest of us are stuck here with no man candy to treat our eyes! lol...

Owh yea, guess what.. I didn't die on Saturday!!! yay!! owhkay, the reason I said i was gonna die was cuz I kept cancelling my tuition class and then I told my mum that teacher cancel.. so she said she wants to talk to my tutor.. then I seriously thought I was gonna die edi... but then on that day itself.. she ownself go and make up her own reason to why he always cancel my class..LOL! she said "You know why ***** always cancel ur class anot? Cuz now close to UPSR edi and he need to give the UPSR students extra class..that's why. So we have to make allowances you know.".. Needless to say, I agreed whole-heartedly.. hahah.. Phew! Lucky I'm not in deep shit!

Today is the real day on which The Hungry Ghost Festival starts according to the chinese calender.. Summore this year it's gonna last for two whole months!! EeeeEEee... I find this festival abit scary and freaky... Mummy told me that it's the time when the gates of the 'other' side open up and all the spirits and ghosts are free to roam about until the festival ends.. and then as I was coming back from French class, I saw people on the street burning stuff.. mum says they are praying to the spirits and then they will put out the food for the spirits to eat... EeeEEee!!! So freaky!! Summore today the air so hazy edi cuz of the burning over in indonesia... and they still wanna burn and contaminate our air more!..

Well, I forced Christine to sleep with me till the festival is over so at least its better than being alone.. I sooOoo hate the dark.. iit's one of my biggest fears.. EeeeEe... I think i'm more of a daylight kinda person.. I never fancied night although i go to sleep late..  well.. owkie dokie.. I'm gonna go now..so T.T.F.N.. tata for now! Au revoir! Bonne nuit!!

Hey there!! So long never post anything edi.. computer crashed and then we had to change the whole hard disk or sumthin like that.. So anyway.. it's already August and i still haven't screwed anything up yet.. i could actually count that as an achievement since there has awiz been a phase every year where things go really wrong for me.. be it from guys to friends to my own family.. pheww! glad nothings happening.. the only drastic change was my switching of schools.. that was kinda sucky.. other than that.. nuthing! Yay! I'm happy! Maybe it's because i try not to argue with mum, stick closer to my friends and avoid any guy shit from happening.. ^.^

Guess WhaaaaAAt!!! I got a new bunny!! YAY!!! It's SOOOOOOOOOO CUTEE!!!! i love it sooo much!! bought it at the Saturday flea market in Subang Parade while mummy was in the gym.. it's a dwarf bunny... it's so tiny and so furry and has cute pointy lil ears... i knew if i asked mum first she would start complaining so i juz bought it and then mum was like " Haiyooor! Another one!".. then when she saw it.. she also thought it was soo cute!! heheh... It's name is Chino! short for Cappucino.. now i have two loves of my life.. one's Chino.. and the other is Chocky.. my older bunny.. chocky is short for Chocolate.. Chocky is kinda feirce and scares cats away while Chino is abit hyper and runs and jumps about alot.. I absolutely LOVE my Cappucino and Chocolate!!

Pussycat dolls concert edi pass.. it was quite fun.. very very Very packed.. all the guys were crazee for Nicole.. but then the concert was shorter than i expected it to be.. owh well.. anyway.. school has been boring and sleepy as usual.. I really miss Sri Kl.. I miss Ava and Kat.. although I dun really miss the teachers.. the only people from Sri Kl i see regularly now are Desmond and Audrey.. hahah.. they're fun too.. HmMm.. august always seem so boring.. and august is awiz one of the problem months for me.. let me see.. last year was i think April and August and then last last year was June and something... Problem months are the months where I have the most problems... HrmmMMm.. glad all of them are gone with the wind..^.^

You know what.. I seriously cannot understand guys.. especially the way they think.. they love to play their silly little games and confuse us girls... especially when it comes to the issue of LOVE (god, I really don't like that word)... One minute they give us the green light and then when we are all set to go.. it suddenly turns back to red.. It's like a traffic light...It gets annoying... well, for me that is... Well, maybe I'm just not one who understands what 'love' or guys are all about.. but to me... there are only two types of guys in this world.. The first types are the one's you go crazy for which are the ones that can never last forever.. and the second types are the ones that you marry.. the one's that are gonna always provide a steady ground for you...

Seeing as I'm gonna die today(not literally).. I mights as well go eat some honey stars first before my mum murders me.. *explanation to why she's gonna kill me is not needed*.. so T.T.F.N.. tata for now..

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CHINO!!!!!

My Lil Baby Chino!!!

Can you see it's cute lil ass poking out? =p

ShhhhhHh.. It's sleeping...

I dunno why but it loves that particular spot...

Heyya!! Being at home on a Saturday night is trés boring.. *sigh*.. Parents went going to my aunty's sons wedding party thing yesterday that's happening at guess where.. not a hotel.. not a restaraunt.. it's at Zouk.. of all places.. kinda weird to be having a wedding party thing at Zouk don cha think? Well, it's kinda weird to me.. hahah.. i imagined some place much more... ermmm.. calm.. hahah.. Mum asked me to go but Phie also not going so i dun actually want to go there alone with all the adults.. so naturally, i passed on the offer.. hahah.. HrmMmm.. mums kinda weird actually..hahah.. she's the one who asked me to go out clubbing with them..hahahah.. but i guess she thought it would be owhkay since she and my dad will be there... hahah..

Well, stayed at home and ate pizza for dinner and watched The Little Mermaid.. >.<.. OwwWw!! Just accidentally scratched a scab on my hand and now it's bleeding!! YerRrr.. now my skin looks so retarded cuz of that stupid bleeding spot! *sigh*.. owh well, nuthin i can do.. owh yea... Mummy looked damn hot for the wedding party thingy yesterday night.. Duhh.. of course she has to look hot since she wore out MY new earrings.. MY prettiest watch.. and MY gorgeous heels that I've never wore before cuz i was gonna save it for prom!! notice all the MY!!!! the only thing's that were HERS were her dress and her stockings.. mind you.. I actually picked out that dress for me but then she saw it and wanted it for herself.. so..that makes only the stockings hers -.-... owh well.. like daughter like mother.. LOL!

But guess what.. she came back and told me she broke MY gorgeous, never-worn-before-by-me heels!! Well, I got kinda angry at her..i mean DUHH! of course i got angry.. she broke my friggin expensive heels!! I should have known something like that was going to happen since the last time she also wore out my new 180 bucks earrings to some party.. when she came back.. she told me the thing juz came off when she 'accidentally' pulled it..Duhh! your'e not suppose to pull it in the first place!! Well, she went to the jewellery store to fix it for me..hahah.. and she says she's gonna do the same for my heels.. Well, she'd better or else she's going to gimme her Fendi bag to make up for it..>.<

Owh yea.. did i mention that i love this movie called "the notebook".. i think i did ryte? in the previous entry.. let me check.. yeah.. looks like i did.. I advice all of you that have'nt watched it yet to go and watch it.. juz to let you know.. it's a very romantic movie.. all lovey-dovey.. heheh.. what can i say.. i'm a sucker for those type of movies.. plus.. I wanna be Allie!! Noah (played by Ryan Gosling) is damn hot!! hahah... Hot movie plus Hot guy sounds like my kinda thing! LOL!! hahah.. but i liked Noah when he didn't have a beard.. the time when he was still young in the movie.. he just didn't look as attractive with the beard.. Yeap.. the beard was a real turn off.. >.<.. i kinda like guys who have no facial hair.. makes it much nicer to make out with him! heheh.. joking..

Today, i'm gonna go watch movie with my family later in the evening.. heheh.. watching Superman.. HrmmMm.. watching a guy in spandex fly about saving people with his underwear on the outside.. come to think about it.. it's kinda weird ain't it? I mean, how can people take a guy seriously if he wears his underwear on the outside?? More importantly, how can any girl fall in love with with him?? Dosen't it kinda creep you out you know, if you see a guy in spandex with his underwear on the outside flying up in the sky? I think everybody would be standing outside their houses pointing at him and laughing and maybe shouting out some swear words.. heheh..like "Eh <insert swear word>, what you think you're <insert swear word> doing?!?!!".. well lets say the movies going to be quite interesting..hahahah.. he reminds me of a flying gigolo actually..dunno why...>.<

Owh yes.. before i go.. there's this really nice song i want ya'll to listen to.. it's called Bloody Valentine.. it's quite nice! i'll post up the lyrics.. listen to it.. it's nice.. heheh.. it's about this guy who kills a girls boyfriend on Valentines Day cuz he's crazee bout the gurl.. hahah.. well, theres another meaning to the song but thats the story of the song laerr.. owh yea.. and i'll show you Noah's picture!! Just don't steal him from me kayz? He's my second husband..heheheh... so T.T.F.N.. tata for now!! you know i love you!

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Bloody Valentine

Oh, my love, please dont cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and we'll start a new life

I ripped out his throat
And called you on the telephone to take off my disguise
Just in time to hear you cry

When you mourned the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourned the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

Singing...

Oh my love please dont cry, I'll wash my bloody hands
And we'll start a new life
I dont know much at all, I dont know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

There was...
Police and flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read a lover died
No tell-tale heart was left to find

When you mourned the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourned the death of your bloody valentine
One last time

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What did i tell ya! He's damn Hot! My second husband arrr! Don't steal!

Heyya! today i had two tuitions.. had Miss Teh tuition with desmond and Phie and then had English tuition at Ace Adventure.. damn.. i forgot to do my research for the essay we were gonna do today.. titles called "a world without animals".. i think mine will suck donkey ass again.. hahah..HrmMmm.. i forgot what i wanna write liaow.. >.<.. nevermind laerr.. I'll juz put in my other crap until i can remember the crap i wanna talk about..hahah.. *Yawn* I feel tired.. it's edi 11.22p.m.. my stomach feels so bloated cuz i ate nasi lemak after i came back from tuition.. now i feel like throwing up.. *blehhhh*..

Owh yea.. notice i put up new blinkies! heheheh.. my favourite one is the one with alli and noah then got the words "if your'e a bird, I'm a bird".. seriously.. I loved that movie.. if you blurr blurr abit.. juz to let you noe.. it's from a movie called "the notebook".. I love that movie.. I loved Allie and Noah.. and i LOVE Ryan Gosling.. he's hot!.. but i dun like him when he grew a beard in the show.. but it was a damn bloody nice show.. I forced mummy to watch it with me again..hahahahhah.. i think i saw that show about 4 times since i downloaded it into my Ares.. and that wasn't very long ago.. and i absolutely loved that line..the "if you're a bird, i'm a bird".. such a pretty line!!..

HmmMmm.. newayz.. I'm going to Bali in like a week and two days.. Yay!! I can miss school for four days!!.. hahahahhah.. can finally get some rest and relaxation! And I'm not planning to haul all my problems and worries there with me.. I just wanna leave them all behind for awhile and just forget about everything and just have fun!.. All I wanna do is rest peacefully on the white, sandy, private beach of my hotel and shop till I drop.. To all my friends.. if you have anything in mind that you want me to get for you, just tell me kayz.. it would really make it easier for me cuz then i wouldn't have to think so hard on what to get you people.. heheh..

okie dokie..my eyes wanna close edi laerr.. damn tired.. stupid nightlight still duwan to work for me.. *sigh*.. hmMmm.. I wanna get one of those glowing rock light thingys that i awiz see around.. they look really cute..heheh.. and it glows orange or red or suthin like dat.. seems quite calming.. or i wanna get one of those nightlights that got moving pictures than got moving light pictures round the room..nvm.. hahah.. i dunno how to explain.. okie dokie.. bie bie.. T.T.F.N..tata for now.. G.nite.. sweet Dreams.. Huggiez and Kissies!! Lurve ya'll !! You know you love me!! Cheh.. perasan.. hehehe..

Heyya!.. So it's been kinda stressful for me nowadays.. got problems popping out like nobody's business like dat.. first, it's very annoying having to juggle all at once and second, I have to concentrate on my studies! How am i suppose to concentrate with all the crap going on?!?!?.. and I'm actually suppose to be going on a strict diet and also suppose to work out more than i usually do (only work out once a week) to get the sexay body i want..hahah.. so i really can't comfort myself with food.. that would be kinda a sin..hahah.. anyway..i eat too much in skewl edi.. but at least cut down.. only have a drink and one tyoe of food only..hahah.. normally it will be air bandung and nuggets or keropok lekor.. but recently they dun sell the air bandung anymore -.-.. they trying to make me suffer issit?!!?.. Evil canteen drink seller people! DIE! Nolaerr..joking only..hahah..

I dun think that i can really do much studying in my class laerr.. trying but it's kinda hard.. Exam marks kinda sucked so i'm gonna try harder for the next one.. I really wanna get good for SPM so that i will have a higher chance in getting into Melbourne University to do my degree.. provided i get good for my SAM also.. whoa! the pressure man!.. Actually aiming to get into NYU to do my masters but if I like Melbourne i might juz continue to stay there.. Fuiyoor!! future all damn set edi..hahah.. what to do.. my big dreamy head has big dreamy dreams..heheheh.. but the only thing is i dun actually what course i wanna take.. photography sounds nice but it's kinds hard to make it in life with that.. i was kinda thinkin of being the host of a travel channel.. yea! that would be damn hot!! See.. i'm dreaming my big dreamy dreams again..hahah..

But actually it's kinda fun to dream big dreamy dreams.. heheh.. it actually kinda helps you to determine what you want in your future and can also influence your will to work hard to make your big dreamy dream come true.. hahah.. take it from me.. i'm damn pro at daydreaming.. hahah.. cheh perasan laerr me.. hahah.. okie dokie.. i wanna watch tv.. so tata for now! hugz..